Depression, Anxiety, and Breaking Down

So over the last month or so my daily weight has seemed to start climbing and now is hovering around the 222-225 mark and in spite of this slowly and steady climb I have continued to eat/drink my feelings. This is the whole reason I had this fucking surgery to begin with and was to […]

The Good, The Bad, and The Ugly

So I planned on doing this whole blog thing so regularly to keep me and my mental on track, to help hold myself accountable. Clearly that didn’t really work since its been 7 months since my last post and holy hell I didn’t realize it had been that long until I looked at the date […]


So I am a little over two months post surgery and I haven’t updated in about six weeks in spite of telling myself over and over again that I would do it tomorrow¬†but we’re gonna break all of that down today. Initially I had planned on keeping this up to date fairly regularly post surgery […]

T-minus 6 days

So today I got a call from the surgeon’s office asking me if I could come by soon and start my liquid diet since my surgery was going to be soon along with weekly weigh-ins to see how much it helped. Still didn’t have insurance approval BUT “let’s go ahead and get it started.” Super […]

It’s All Over But The Liquid Dieting

So yesterday I did my last step of the pre-op appointments and my surgeon’s office will be submitting everything for my insurance’s approval. Supposedly this takes about 3-5 days and then we’ll know if we’re good to go and can schedule a date for the surgery finally, which if everything goes according to plan should […]